What a
difference an audience makes.
Private wicked thoughts and concealed attitudes, secretive
opinions and muted criticisms which prove we are sinners to
the core translate quite differently before an audience. The
real you is filtered somewhere between heart and lip.
Something said in one's innards comes out very differently in
front of an audience.
The version of yourself you want publicized will depend a
great deal on the audience. Confidants hear one version;
authority figures another. Conversation in a vehicle stopped
for speeding will noticeably change as the window is rolled
down. A kid's buddies are a different audience than his
parents.
But rarely does anyone hear the real you.
The real you is the private you. We obscure our true selves
in public. We are not so different from actors on a stage.
The audience is given a show, and we become increasingly
talented performers. Using words that follow a script we are
practiced pretenders masquerading before an audience.
But before you think this overstated and you take offence in
believing you are not so much a fraud, realize just how expert
we've learned to fool even ourselves. We become our own best
audience with self-congratulations and especially
self-exonerations.
I have a loyal audience in me, myself, and I.
The man at the synagogue in Capernaum was diabolic. There was
someone else inside him who was playing to an audience. The
loud voice with which he spoke was not for Jesus' sake but so
others would hear.
Skilled in insinuation and innuendo (as we all are), the demon
wasn't about to reveal his true self. He wasn't going to let
slip the malicious character he actually was. Devious, yet
plainspoken, Machiavellian, though direct, conniving, yet with
the appearance of candor, he speaks not so much to Jesus as to
the gallery.
Can we get these people to fall for the suggestion that
someone else knows better than Jesus Himself why He is here?
("I know who you are.") Couched in questions rather than in
direct address, can we get these people to fancy that Jesus
may be dangerous? ("Have you come to destroy us?") Can we
get these people to swallow the idea that Jesus is
unnecessary? ("What have you to do with us?").
The ugly private truth doesn't have to come out. The hidden
opposition to Jesus can remain concealed as long as the
audience is suckered. That was the aim of the demon, and
that's the way we operate so very often, God forgive us.
The poor possessed man has no comfort in explaining, "That's
not the real me talking; the devil made me do it."
His deliverance and comfort, as ours, is the authoritative
Word of Christ. Jesus deprives the demonic man of his
audience. "Be silent," Jesus ordered him. The real truth
would be exposed, "Come out of him." All the impersonation
and artifice is subdued. The masquerade is ended. The
cover-up is uncovered.
The demon tried one more scene for the audience. He threw the
man down right there in their midst. He desperately tried one
last performance to keep from being "outed."
Sound familiar? In desperate ways we contrive to hide the sin
and perversity which lurks in our nature. We have thoughts
fraught with fear at being laid bare and known for what we
are. We don't want it leaked out for fear of being
embarrassed or hurt.
Yet, no such peril will befall you to whom Christ has come.
Your true self in baptism is Christ. The congregation around
you is not an audience but the fellow redeemed, those who with
you have been set free from the twisted oppression of sin and
a vile spirit.
You need not fear the truth. We are told the man there in
Capernaum was delivered by Jesus, the false spirit "having
done him no harm." You and I no longer need to posture in
front of people. Christ sees that no harm comes to us. We
don't need to fake our way because the authentic Word of
Christ is our safety. We may repent without trepidation,
confess without anxiety, and speak candidly without alarm
because Jesus will never permit us to be harmed.
He will never falsify his forgiveness to you. He will never
rig anything to your disadvantage. Jesus went to the cross to
spare you and me harm. No one applauded him there. He didn't
perform to a crowd. The suffering wasn't a put-on. He showed
His true self there, the unfiltered, guileless Jesus Christ
who is the very same inside and out. On Calvary He was laid
bare so that we may know exactly who God really is. His pure
spirit, his public righteousness and private virtue are
exactly what He is.
He is none of those things the demon suggested, but that
demon's voice has been silenced forever. In its place has
been given us the true Holy One of God with absolutely no harm
to a single one of us.
No harm. And no more foul.
Pastor Reed
© 2009